14 weeks pregnant.

So I am now 14 weeks pregnant.

I am super excited...but I am also super nervous. 

one moment I am fine, and then the next I am freaking out, or someone says something and I get angry. 

I don't like it. but I can't help it.

My mind is on it's own planet and it is doing crazy things and I just can't stop it.

o blah!!! 

so I can't wait till it is July so that baby is here and I can start being a mom.

but I can wait till July because I'm scared about giving birth,

and I'm worried about pregnancy weight gain,

and I'm scared that my baby will be a little terror,

and I'm scared that I will fail as a parent,

and I'm scared about bringing a child into this world, there are soooooo many bad things that are happening.
but most of all...
I am excited!!!!!!!
I'm excited for this new adventure, and new challenge, as well as new blessing.