Well I came home from my Canadian girls road trip. A week after I got home I told my husband I was ready to try again after my miscarriage. Little did I know at the time I was already pregnant. Good thing my heart was ready to start trying again. Well September 15, 2014 I took a pregnancy test....sure enough there was a +!!!!!!! I tried to wait till September 19th so I could tell Ryan on his birthday. but I couldn't do it... I told him.:) I was so excited......and incredibly nervous. I am sure I will be nervous until I have my new baby in my arms. I am now 20 weeks, less than a week till I have my ultrasound and find out if I am having a girl or boy.
And let me tell you....I want a girl......I want a boy. Everyone keeps asking me if I want a boy since I already have a girl. Well I am 100% excited for baby to be a......healthy baby. I am so excited either way. If it's a boy guess what....the 3rd bedroom upstairs is already painted blue. The house came with one pink bedroom and one blue bedroom. As well as our house number 218...Ryan's old racing number. That's how we knew it was the perfect house for us. If baby is a girl I already have all the baby girl clothes for her and she can share a room with Hailey when she gets a little bigger.
If baby is a boy Hailey will have a little brother, and Ryan will have a hunting buddy....in a few years. If baby is a girl Hailey will have a little sister to play princesses with. Ryan will have a house full of girls and he will be treated like the king of the castle. Either way I am 100% excited! With Hailey I was about 89% hoping for a girl. With this one I am 100% neutral. Which makes life so much easier because all the baby apps I am on the forums are filled with people talking about gender disappointment. Well it solves that problem. It probably also helps that not that it helps, that I had a miscarriage, because now I am just happy for a healthy baby. I am so excited for this new season in life.



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